Friday, March 16, 2007
Gohonzon....can you telll me what should i do in the future?Now everyyone are asking me after taking 'O' level,iwhere you want to go?Poly?or JC?Me both feel like want to go but i am still planing for my future.My mum says if you think you can do it then just do whatever you like.Don't care what other people say about you but i am still minding what people say and look at me.I know must chant more Daimoku as i am being an ICs...and i must chant at least half an hour...but...i never done it everyday.These few days,i am slacking through the whole March holiday.I just touch my English and POA only,the others no time to touch.Actually is not no time is whether i want to do it or not.I am onlining the whole day and watching so many shows about Mandarin and my Mother Tongue is can be improve but my English is different.It is a big gap.This is my critical year to me.I don;t want to retain one more year.iI know i am slower than my friends one year.They got the results are better thanme.I cannot go on like this.This is my time to sit down and reflect...i have set a target for Mid-Year...i also cannot let my teachers feel disappointed on me.I also want to prove many people that i can do it.If i cannot study at home,i thnk i have to force myself go Library to have self study.Hope this method will works successfully...Signing Off~=)