Thursday, May 21, 2009

what happened to me these few days...
This few days...can say abit moody...cos...i keep updating my ah gong's condition at Indonesia....last monday...i received a message from my cousin at Indonesia said that ah gong admitted to hospital asked us to faster go there...i without thinking went called my mother...i heard my mum is crying...that time i had a few negative thoughts...thought back that time my mum called us to faster packed our stuffs get ready to visit our grandma in hospital...i bear my tears rolled down on my face...told my teachers i wanted to take leave.Teachers allowed me...so i left the class...some people will think that what happened to me??why i had a sad expression on my face?? alot of questions in their head...but i never answered them a single questions...my mind full of mess...i ran out of the school to the bus-stop, that time it was raining...on the way back home...i received a phone call from my brother said that no need to go le...ah gong was out in danger and back to conscious...i was felt relieved but before that i called my supervisor that i will not be working these few days...never mind i called back again to cancel my leave...today my mum called again asked about my ah gong's condition heard that he was discharged from hospital...i felt another relieved but quite a sad news is his 2nd and third toe is turned black and the doctor said need to operate them...how cruel that treat my ah gong like that...he is not young anymore!!why he has to go through such suffering?? my mind appear alot of questions but cant find any answers...
Today im sick,got headache again...never go school...miss my lesson again..i've been sleeping from yesterday 8pm till afternoon or evening 5pm...what a long time huh??


Happy Green Clover thought hard on 2:20 AM.